2020 Vision | Respite
September 2, 2020Respite.
I had not heard this word before.
I new expression for my database.
It’s more than taking a break, respite for me also means a complete purging of resentment, anger, frustration and shame.
I can’t help myself.
Some days are harder than others.
Mum can’t help herself any more than I can help myself to deal with my nervous energy.
I just don’t know what is going to happen next.
- My day very often starts with confusion - mums and mine.
I just don’t know what to do to support her.
I let the day unfold as it will and just let it be.
I enter a space of silence.
No talking
Not a single word.
When I feel it’s safe to leave the house for ten minutes, I take my camera to the park and allow myself to purge.
This is my daily reality 😢
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