2020 Vision - An Update

I have noticed I haven’t shared much in the last few weeks. The impact of the lockdown has taken its toll. I also noticed my images while impactful, I have been distracted.

I have pointed my camera at my practice sessions; featuring my props and hand. I have not ventured far from from home because I didn’t want to.

I am seriously in exile now.

Very little contact with people, trapped in my own thoughts about life and what’s next.

Pointing the camera at myself has revealed to me the passage of time and tired eyes.

My mother is ok but her Dementia rages on toward its probable almost certain outcome. She still makes a fine model for my images.

Took mum out for a walk last week, first time in months. I felt she needed the sun ☀️ on her skin and fresh air. My camera still manages to capture her divinity and dignity which I am happy about.

The Weather has everyone forgetting the pandemic if only for a few brief days. The rain, thunder and lightning ⛈ is here. Can’t have one without the other.

It all comes down to this, family.

Mums parents.

My grand parents,

Mum and me; past and present.

This is all I have now.

Life truly feels empty and meaningless without my memories.

Thanks for reading x