2020 Vision | Respite

Respite.

I had not heard this word before.

I new expression for my database.

It’s more than taking a break, respite for me also means a complete purging of resentment, anger, frustration and shame.

I can’t help myself.

Some days are harder than others.

Mum can’t help herself any more than I can help myself to deal with my nervous energy.

I just don’t know what is going to happen next.

  • My day very often starts with confusion - mums and mine.

I just don’t know what to do to support her.

I let the day unfold as it will and just let it be.

I enter a space of silence.

No talking

Not a single word.

When I feel it’s safe to leave the house for ten minutes, I take my camera to the park and allow myself to purge.

This is my daily reality 😢

Thanks for reading x

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